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Oh, y'all, this show and this fandom. I didn't get into online fandom until season three, but I had a friend at school who also watched Buffy (yes, just the one, weirdly), and we would analyze every episode after it aired. I still have this gorgeous birthday card she made me with all sorts of images from the show. I'm the same age as the Scooby Gang; I want through high school with them, graduated with them, went off to college with them. While I have deep, deep criticisms of the show (and Joss's work overall), I still love it so much, and all it brought me. The Willow/Angel mailing list (and That Happy Place, which spun off it) welcomed me with open arms, though I was one of the youngest, and I became the person I am today due in large part to their influence. They are why J and I reconnected, I had so many adventures with them, and being so active in the fandom is what led me to The Lost Boys fandom, which is where I got my BFF (and she got her husband thanks to the fandom) and so many friends who mean so much to me. I've fallen in love thanks to Buffy fandom, and had my heart broken, become a better person, made good decisions and bad, went to college and grad school, traveled the country, and will have so many adventures still to come.

Pretty soon, I'll hit 20 years of posting fic, and that is all due to Buffy. My life is infinitely richer because of Buffy and fandom and you.
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J is doing a rewatch of Longmire, and I am doing (another) rewatch of Leverage (no, seriously, this is probably my fifth in six months? Counting that initial time marathoning it over a matter of days), and as we were talking about our favorite characters on Longmire, an interesting thought struck me. My favorite character is Henry. (J's is Hector, which is incredibly fitting, unsurprising, and not actually pertinent.) In the episode we watched, Walt loses his temper and destroys his office in his rage. That scene is a great example of why Walt can't be my favorite, which surprised J, because I am a creature of rage.(1) But that is why Walt can't be my favorite, because I identify with him too much (at least in that way), and I don't much care for my rage control issues. (I don't mind my rage itself, generally, but too often, the uncontrollable aspect of it is tied tightly to the bipolar(2). I have fought long and hard to gain control and find an even emotional ground -- and most of that is medicine supported -- but I know it is there.)

This got me thinking. I tend to love certain characters and identify hard with certain characters, and those characters do not generally overlap, because when I identify with characters, it is mostly because of traits I don't particularly like in myself.

Examples: Henry vs Walt; She-Hulk is my favorite Hulk, but I deeply identify with MCU Bruce Banner and his rage(3); Hardison is my favorite, but I identify more with Eliot (his control is more of the kind of control I've managed, though he is probably the most controlled of the characters with which I identify); Sir Keladry is my favorite of the Tortall characters (from Tamora Pierce's series), but I identify more with Sir Alanna (who is known for her anger issues).

This can sometimes fall apart when it comes to angry women: Faith from BTVS is both my favorite and the one I identify with the most; so is Letty, from the Fast and the Furious series; of the women in the United States of Asgard, I love Glory the Fenris Wolf and her neverending hunger and Sygny the Valkyrie proving herself in blood and fire and rage, and I identify with them immensely. But generally, I like the ones who have learned control, and identify with the ones who have not, who let their anger ride so near the surface.

I need to think about this some more, but it might give me structure for that series of essays I've been wanting to write about bipolar.



(1) Recently I mentioned on my grad school friends chat thread that I am feeling very manic lately, and have a berserker heart. I have been reading too much Norse-inspired fiction, I suppose; I'm in the middle of yet another reread of Tessa Gratton's United States of Asgard series, and the more times I read the series, the more I love the berserker main character of the first book, Soren. He is the best.

(2) Note: I am NOT saying that mental illness makes people dangerous. My mental illness sometimes manifests in ways that make me dangerous, because my rage and lack of control sometimes makes me dangerous, with or without the mental illness.

(3) Though werewolf is my favorite metaphor for bipolar, the Hulk thing works pretty well for it, too. Despite how long we've been together, J recently learned that She-Hulk is my favorite (he only recently learned She-Hulk exists at all, because J is not a comic book fan, and when he does watch adaptations, he always does DC), and I explained it is because if you take the Hulk thing as a metaphor for bipolar, LOOK AT HER. She is what I want to be.
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All 30 days )

I've seen this going around, and it looks like a good set of themed prompts, since I just finished that personal meme. (Of course, considering how long that took me, I'll still be answering this in 2020, but whatever.)

1 – How did you first get into writing fanfic, and what was the first fandom you wrote for? What do you think it was about that fandom that pulled you in?

Technically, I've been telling fannish stories since I first started telling stories as a small child, and I wrote my first fanfic in high school, when a project for 1984 turned into a short story my teacher loved. I started writing and posting fanfic online in 1999, though, after reading a ton of it and spending a lot of time on mailing lists. There was no real decision to start writing fic. I always told stories, I always wrote, and it just made perfect sense to start sharing stories with the people who I was talking to so often.

My first online fandom was Buffy the Vampire Slayer, specifically the Willow/Angel mailing list, and its spinoff. The women there, many of whom I'm still friends with, had a huge influence on the woman I've become over the past two decades. The fanfic is only a small part of that.

Even back then, I loved monsters and teenage girls being heroes and chosen families, so BtVS hit a lot of my buttons. Add that to how awesome the other fans were, how friendly and funny and smart, how willing they were to take a teenager under their wings, well, I had an excellent time in fandom, long after I was no longer watching and analyzing the show every week.

Some of the same things still appeal to me, which is probably why I sometimes write Buffy fic to this day. In particular, I love the way that the series finale opens the world up to Slayers everywhere, and what that does to the girls and women who were forcibly called. (And the ethics of how Buffy becomes what she's railed against by the end.)

(Though I like some of the things in the comics, they don't tend to exist in my canon when I write fic. Mostly because I haven't read very many.)

I don't have an appropriate icon. Sad.
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Saw this, couldn't resist plugging in some of my favorite characters, loved the winner, so I'm posting. This doesn't make me want to write a Hunger Games fusion, but it does make me want to write something with mixed characters and lots of death.

Buffy, Lost Boys, Jurassic Park, Fast and the Furious, and MCU characters )
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December Talking Meme Master List


(There are still some days left open in the meme, if you want to suggest a(nother) topic.)

No requests for December 12 or 13, so we skip ahead to December 14, which was suggested by [personal profile] endeni: What was your first fandom?

Before I found online fandom, I was fannish about a lot of things, from Star Trek: The Next Generation to Tamora Pierce books to hockey to horror movies (werewolves!) to Legos to ... well, you get the picture. I'd tell myself stories about my favorite characters all the time, and I'd even written a bit of 1984 fanfic as an assignment in a lit class. During high school, I had one friend who also watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer (seasons one, two, and three, at least), and we would talk about it in class the next day, share theories, and she made some beautiful art cards for various holidays for me.

I discovered online fandom in 1998, through mailing lists for Buffy the Vampire Slayer, as well as lurking at the Bronze, and it was amazing. I still consider Buffy my first real fandom. I didn't start writing fic right away, but I did start reading it pretty much immediately. I didn't start writing until well into season three, and didn't start posting until 1999 (yes, I am finishing my 15th year of posting fanfic online, thank you, thank you), but the friends I made. Oh, the friends I made. I'm still friends with some of the women from the mailing lists, particularly the Willow/Angel mailing list and a private spinoff. I was still in high school when I joined the list, and most of the people I became friends with were a good decade or so older, and I would not be the person I am today without them. In many, many ways, including the fact that J and I got back together because of a trip I made with VT and her family, and the girl and I met because my time writing Buffy fic led me to writing Lost Boys fic, and actually, the girl met her husband due to a mutual friend from Lost Boys fic who she actually met because I hosted that mutual friend's fic on my website, which was a direct result of my time in Buffy fandom.

I still love the show SO MUCH and the characters. (Faith and Oz have always been my favorites, but the more I watch, the more I love Buffy herself, too, and all the others.) I went through high school with Buffy and the Scooby Gang. They graduated when I graduated. They went off to college when I went off to college. The source material for this fandom is wonderful (and problematic, yes), and that would be amazing enough, but the fandom was just unbelievable. I went through so many huge life events supported by people I met through Buffy, both back then and in more recent years.

Fandom, man. It can be so amazing.
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December Talking Meme Master List


(There are still some days left open in the meme, if you want to suggest a(nother) topic.)

Day 4 was suggested by [personal profile] umadoshi, What's your relationship with old fandoms (your own previous fandoms) like?

Except for one-off fandoms I only write to create a gift for someone else (Dawson's Creek, for example; it's on my to watch list, but when I wrote the Dawson's Creek section of Ten Slayers Who Never Were (The Of All the Women in All the World Mix) for [livejournal.com profile] nikitangel, I did a lot of research and had someone who liked the show take a look at it), I tend not to have previous fandoms, in that they once were my fandom but no more. My first online fandom was Buffy the Vampire Slayer, circa season two and the Willow/Angel mailing lists (and then the spin-off list of awesome), and I still write Buffy fic sometimes. (Often in crossovers, because, as you may notice from the fic I just referenced, I love making women from other fandoms slayers.) The Lost Boys was my second online fandom, and I still write it occasionally. So mostly, my relationship with my old fandoms is pretty damn great. I miss some of the people who used to write fic and meta in my old fandoms, but it's still pretty awesome.

However, there is one previous fandom that I broke up with and broke up hard: Glee. I only steadily watched during the second half of season two, when [personal profile] wakeupnew introduced me to the joy that was Lauren Zizes. (I did then go back and watch all of season two at that point, and I'd already seen pieces of season one when it first aired, before I got so fed up with the treatment of half the characters I couldn't take it anymore.) I was all set to watch season three, and then Zizes wasn't a big part of it anymore and I was already pissed off about the racism and biphobia that I just couldn't do any more. And then I made the mistake of keeping up with meta even though I wasn't watching, and it made me angry and bitter, and in the end, I couldn't even finish the stories I had in progress. Which sucked, because I loved them, particularly my believed marching band AU series, The Marching Band Refused to Yield, but no. I couldn't. I still can't. I do sometimes pull up the next story in that series, just to see if I can finish it, but I can't. Glee infuriated me with the choices the creators made, and I just can't. I've never felt so frustrated by a fandom in which I still wanted to create, but couldn't.

So that's how I feel about my old fandoms. Awesome, awesome, awesome, OMGWTF GLEE.
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Dear Femslash12 Author,

First, I want to stress that I am excited to read whatever story you write. I love girl slash and women being awesome and these fandoms, and I can't wait to read your story.

In general, I really love stories about women being awesome. I also like werewolves, stories about families being loving and protective and a little snarly with each other because they trust each other to always be there, and smart flirtations. I like stories of all ratings, I'm a fan of consensual kink, and I love stories about oral sex and pegging and women who really love sex. I love poly stories, threesomes and foursomes and moresomes, as long as it is consensual and not cheating. I adore intricate plots and mysteries to solve and friends teaming up to save the world. I like straightforward prose, lyrical pieces, and experimental work. I love adoption stories when adoption is treated as something totally normal and not a BIG DRAMATIC SECRET to up the tension. I love siblings as friends and families who are super tight and friends as family and created families. I love the ocean, full moons, surfing, autumn, Halloween, horror movies, and long roadtrips.

I love motorcycles and mechanics and beaches and surfing and Hawaii and Washington state and woods and camping and full moons. My favorite time of year is October 1 through February 1 because it encompasses all sorts of things I love, from the month long festival that is Halloween movie marathons and Halloween episodes of tv shows to spending time with loved ones and openly talking about what makes us thankful at Thanksgiving (though Thanksgiving itself, highly problematic) to the December holidays with all their lights to birthdays to New Year's Eve. Good times, even though I hate winter and the cold and snow.

I love bisexual characters (particularly women) treated with respect, happy and healthy polyamory, characters of color treated with respect, people having adventures, and apocalypses.

I adore crossovers, the more twisty and complicated the better.

I dislike embarrassment/humiliation, rape, non-con, misogyny, racism, ableism, sizeism, character-bashing, and women feeling guilty about enjoying sex. I am particularly frustrated right now by depictions of mental illness and crazy = bad and dangerous. I dislike misogyny and Man Angst, especially White Man Angst.

As for my specific requests:

Marvel Avengers Movieverse: Darcy/Jane, Darcy/Sif, Darcy/Pepper, Darcy/Jane/Sif, Darcy/everyone, all the ladies/all the ladies

Avengers poly family is one of my favorite things right now, and Darcy's snark and good humor, Jane's science brain, Pepper's competence, and Sif's perserverence in the face of a society that doesn't view women as warriors make me so, so happy.

Disney: Nani/anyone

Nani Pelekai is amazing. Lilo & Stitch is my favorite Disney movie, and Nani my favorite character, as she struggles to take care of her sister and hold her family together and then, oh yeah, aliens.

Buffy: Veruca/Faith, Veruca/Nina, Veruca/Willow

Werewolf. Women who are werewolves are often presented as a sexual threat, and Veruca is no different. I love stories that take her and show us more.

Never Cry Werewolf: Loren/anyone

Never Cry Werewolf is the fandom I keep requesting because someday someone else will love it like I do and want to write it. Basically, a new neighbor moves in, deaths start in the neighborhood, and Loren proves what a badass she is by trying to save the world. I want to see more of her being awesome.

Ugly Betty: Betty/Amanda, Betty/Alexis

I haven't finished the last season of Ugly Betty, but am particularly fond of the time when Betty and Amanda lived together, and particularly right after Amanda got the second job and comes home to find Betty has cooked her dinner. Their dynamics, their friendship, the way Betty was both taking care of her and teaching her to take care of herself -- I love them and want to see more of them.

I also think there was quite a bit of potential to Betty and Alexis, though they didn't spend nearly enough time interacting. I would love to see more of them together, too.

Roswell: Maria/Isabel, Maria/Isabel/Liz

I only started watching Roswell a couple years ago, about a decade too late, but good grief, Roswell poly fandom was basically canon by the end. Maria and Isabel are my favorites, but I love all of them bunches and bunches. In all the fandoms, but in this one in particular, I would hate to see the guys bashed or written off, because they are so integral to this family that was created, alien and human, and I love it.

(I've just realized that a Lilo & Stitch/Roswell crossover could be amazing.)

Thank you, author, for writing me a story. You are awesome!
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Finally checking my email, and I want to thank whoever nominated Wolf Woman Wild for the SunnyD Awards. Wolf Woman Wild has been nominated for Best Crossover (Movie) (it is a crossover with The Fast and the Furious) and Best Crossover (Movie) Pairing for Faith/Letty/Oz.

Voting runs November 19 through December 19, if you'd like to vote for Wolf Woman Wild or any of the other awesome stories nominated.

Wolf Woman Wild: LJ | DW | AO3
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Stop! Self-awareness time!

I was reading this fantastic post in which [personal profile] toft talks about Mercedes Lackey's books and I realized why I have so little patience for -- well, I'll put it in [personal profile] toft's words:

7) I love that all of the books that I've read so far punch my talented-outcast-child-is-rescued-from-family-and-excels-at-school narrative kink right in the kidneys and throw it down the stairs. In a good way.

Now I read this post after watching the first three Harry Potter movies with Mom (one last night, two today) and even though I've seen them before and read the books and wrote fanfic, damn it, it struck me really hard how much of an idiot Harry is a lot of the time and how things just fall in his lap. Sometimes literally.

And don't get me wrong, I love the first four Harry Potter books a lot. (The movies not as much and the last three not nearly as much, but the first four, particularly three and four, SO MUCH LOVE.) And I also love the Mercedes Lackey books I've read, which isn't very many, I'll admit, but I read the Arrows trilogy and then BY THE SWORD which has KEROWYN I'LL KICK YOUR GODDAMN ASS AND YOU'LL LIKE IT who is my hero, so obviously I'm a fan of that one, too.

But frequently these talented-outcast-child-rescued-from-family-and-excels-at-[fill in the blank] narratives really bug me. While reading [personal profile] toft's post I finally figured out why, even though it is really obvious if you know me at all: Basically every awesome thing I have ever done is because I am trying to live up to the awesomeness of my family. No, really, they've set the bar high and it just keeps getting pushed higher. Even though I don't directly follow in anyone's footsteps, what I do is done so I can be as awesome as my family. So of course I don't grok that narrative the way some others might.

Not very awesome that it took me that long to figure it out, but whatever.

(By the way, as we're watching Harry Potter, Mom turns to me and says she doesn't understand why people threw such a fit over Harry Potter being satanic or whatever, nothing they did magically seemed all that bad and I said I thought it was just the idea of ~magic in the first place that was so horrible. She scoffed and said that was ridiculous, kids should grow up with magical stories and reading stories about magic doesn't make them bad Christians. Oh, Mom, you are the best conservative, Christian mother ever! [Though obviously conservative doesn't apply to Christian in that sentence.] Oh, speaking of conservatives, I am not adjusting well to being back in a small town in a red state. Today some guy came around talking about politicians because we're running up on the November election and ads and calls and door to door is going wild. Anyway, dude told me politician is a Democrat and liberal in [these ways], but still conservative, too, in [these ways] and is pro life. I don't think he expected me to say, well, those liberal things are really good, but the pro life thing is generally a deal breaker for me. Too liberal for the liberals here, what?)

~*~

Sons of Anarchy comes back this week! I think I will liveblog it, because OMG FINALLY. J and I were talking the other night and he said the adverts make it look like it's going to be very soap opera-y and the season finale was very much a soap opera. I laughed and said even if it is, if I kept watching after [that thing with Gemma last season], I'll give them a season of being a soap opera before I quit them.

The Vampire Diaries comes back, too, but I rarely talk about that here. Maybe that will change this season. Because [THINGS! THINGS WHICH ARE SPOILERS!]

~*~

I am tired, but I am waiting on a thing and I pulled up my [livejournal.com profile] werewolfbigbang, which I keep thinking I won't finish, but the first draft isn't due until later this month, so maybe I will finish. I'm writing a sequel to "wolf woman wild," but I keep wanting to write some ridiculous crossover (er, even more ridiculous than "wolf woman wild" which has BtVS, Angel, Fast and the Furious series, and Ginger Snaps) about a wolf pack that contains characters from BtVS, Fast and the Furious series, Sons of Anarchy, Harry Potter, etc. I do not need to set aside the sequel and write 10k of a ridiculous crossover. I don't.

(Dude, Sons of Anarchy basically is a werewolf pack without being werewolves. And how awesome would it be to have Oz and Faith, Letty and Dom and Mia, Jax and Opie and Donna and Tara, Remus and Sirius, Clay and Gemma all in a wolf pack together? Hell, let's really make it ridiculous and throw in Sam and Dean and John and Mary Winchester and, GOD, Ellen and Jo Harvelle, because obviously after Race Wars, Jesse runs off and becomes Ash. Hell, Chad Lindberg himself brings together Fast and the Furious, Supernatural, and Sons of Anarchy. If I really wanted to go wild, I know I could work in Velma and Daphne.

Good grief, I'm actually considering this.)

~*~

THING is done, so I can go to bed! Except now I'm thinking about the damn ridiculous crossover.

ETA: It has taken me five billion edits to get the coding right, even though I swear I was using the same coding I'd been using since I started crossposting from DW. WHAT THE HELL?
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My story "Goodnight, Demon Slayer, Goodnight" (Dawn/Faith) has been nominated for The Unlocked Awards, which celebrate Dawn. It's up for Best Future (Slash) and Best Romance. Many, many thank yous to the nominator(s). I had a blast writing that story and sharing the Dawn love (which sometimes seems lacking in fandom) and I'm so pleased to be nominated.

The Unlocked Awards: a Dawn-centric fanfiction awards site
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To cheer myself up, I am currently watching two episodes of Hannah Montana. Originally it was to kill time before Princess Protection Program came on (yes, I'm giving in and watching it because I've been told so many times I should) but I'm actually enjoying HM. I think mostly it's Miley Cyrus's voice, which used to annoy me but I now find scratchy and awesome (a la Rachael Ray) and also it's just fun.

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I got my I Will Remember You posting date and now I have to come up with a good Buffy/Angel story. I have some ideas, but I'm not sure I can pull them off. We'll see.

Now that I've written my subject line, I kind of want to write a Buffy/Angel story in the middle of another crossover with Lilo & Stitch. Hee.
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Good: Primeval will be airing on Sci-Fi (or whatever new spelling they decide to use), which means a) more of you can enjoy it and b) I get to watch it again! And maybe get a good enough grasp on the voices to write fic!

Sad: "Angel Star Andy Hallett Dies of Heart Failure."
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I'm reading about a stuffed pig (let's not discuss why, okay?), and the only thing I can think about, as this description of it goes on and on, is Stacey, from The Baby-Sitters Club and her stuffed pig collection. Then I start thinking about Buffy and Mr. Gordo.

Then I want to write a crossover story. Maybe where Stacey is a newly powered baby Slayer and she and Buffy have this bonding moment over stuffed pigs. Lately I've been wanting to write a huge crossover world where there are lots of baby Slayers coming together from all different fandoms, and I realize I pretty much did the outline of this in "Ten Slayers Who Never Were (The Of All the Women in all the World Mix)", but still.

I don't have time to write an epic crossover with baby Slayers, and fighting monsters, and lots of sex, but oh, I really want to write it.

Now back to reading about stuffed pigs. Because that is so much more fun than writing epic stories.
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I started this yesterday and then Dad and J. showed up with my new vehicle (which is AWESOME) and I never finished. So here, have a half completed meme.

From [livejournal.com profile] molly_may.

Top Five Scary Television Show Episodes

I'm going to tweak it a little and talk about some of my favorite Halloween episodes.

1. The Simpsons

I'm a big fan of the Treehouse of Horror series in general, but my absolute favorite is "Treehouse of Horror X" because it has "I Know What You Diddily-Iddily-Did" which, of course, has a werewolf. I really like werewolves, as I'm sure you know. My second favorite is "Treehouse of Horror IV" because it has "Bart Simpson's Dracula" which, obviously, has a vampire, plus the fun shot of Bart hovering outside Lisa's window in a shout-out to The Lost Boys. And I think the two episodes technically follow each other, with the car ride in IKWYDID following the events of BSD.

2. Roseanne

I love all of them, but probably my favorite is "Boo" because it starts the trend of a Halloween episode for the show, and I love the prank war between Roseanne and Dan. As I was trying to decide which was my favorite, I realized how much I miss the show and how many awesome things it dealt with, especially GBLT issues. They had lesbians, they had gay men, they had a woman who was more bisexual than lesbian, they had people coming out and the issues their friends and family faced, they had gay marriage, they had a lesbian falling for a straight woman - and it was all just part of the story, part of the characters, not something After School Special. It really did some things very, very right, at a time when not many other shows were doing these things. I miss it.

3. Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Though my favorite seasons are 1 - 3, my favorite Halloween episode is probably "Fear, Itself" for a variety of reasons. 1) I love that Oz still has issues with the wolf, even though he seems so calm about it at earlier points. I like that glimpse behind his stoicism. 2) Oz pulling a knife to trim the wires? HOT. I like guitarists and hot people with knives, and so to combine them is a BIG THING. 3) I really love that it was Oz's blood that powered the magical symbol. 4) GOD OZ IS GOD. 5) I love parties with haunted houses and Little Red Riding Hood Costumes.

You can tell I like Oz, huh?
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I dislike the last few seasons quite a bit, and have issues with various parts of the show and the fandom. However, BtVS was the show which brought me into online fandom, and it still has a special place in my heart, especially the first three seasons and part of season four. I love it so much, I can't choose just one quote.

So some of my favorites include:

Quotes )

My absolute favorite moments don't have words. In "Lovers Walk" when Oz sits on the pool table with his guitar, all heart broken, and in "Wild at Heart" when he stands in front of the cage wearing only jeans. He looks so tiny and fragile even after all this talk of the monster inside.

You guys, I really miss my show.
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[livejournal.com profile] azephirin recced a story of mine, which I always love, especially when it is one of my personal favorite stories. Even better, though, was the description of the story.

"We Live It, We Breathe It [...] As soon as I saw The Fast and the Furious, I wanted to write/read a Letty/Mia fic, and the crossover and Faith/Letty elements here are extra-awesome icing on the cake. The voices are all perfect, and the crossover completely believable. Unlike in Joss Whedon's various 'verses, women in TFatF exist almost entirely as sisters/lovers, and not as active characters in their own right; this fic takes that and turns it on its head."

I bet you can guess what made me so happy.

Now I need to figure out what I want for dinner. This may involve grocery shopping, but I don't want to go. I also brought work home, because I'm heading toward the end of my time here.
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I am currently watching Lilo & Stitch and working on that Lilo and Stitch/Buffy the Vampire Slayer Nani/Buffy WIP. I want to stay up writing it, but I really need to get to bed soon. I have a ton of things to do before the Superbowl party tomorrow night, and a two hour meeting in the middle of the afternoon.

In addition to the Nani/Buffy story, I've worked on the following stories this weekend:

1) A story about the Slayer featured in season eight's "The Chain", set early in her story.
2) Another story about that Slayer set after "The Chain".
3) A Baby-Sitters Club story about Dawn saying good-bye to her friends when she returns to California permanently.
4) A Lost Boys story about Maria and all the things lurking in the darkness.

I suddenly want to write a story about thirteen-year-old Nani meeting thirteen-year-old Abby when the BSC goes to Hawaii. Lilo could be a baby and their parents could still be alive and wouldn't Nani and Abby be adorable? And baby Lilo? (No Stitch is sad, but, still.)

I think I need to add more Elvis to the Nani/Buffy story. There's never enough Elvis.

One of my favorite lines from this movie:

Lilo: I'm sorry I bit you, and pulled your hair, and punched you in the face.

Oh, Lilo.

And now I want to write about Lilo and Myrtle when they're teenagers and obviously bickering because they are in love.

(Also, why are they letting the little white girl boss them around? Seriously?)

Oh, yay, more Elvis music. This makes me happy.
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"That's my problem, I can't win. [...] Now I got Wolfram and Hart dogging me -- it's too much! Two hundred highly intelligent law school graduates working full time driving me crazy. Why the hell is everyone so surprised it's working?"

Where do I sign up for a post-graduation job which involves driving people crazy? Because I am so there.

I kind of love all the Wolfram and Hart parts of Angel. Not that I don't love the other parts, too, but I really, really love the Wolfram and Hart parts.

Season two continues to be a lot of fun.
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Okay, one and a half episodes into Angel season two and I'm loving it. I've seen bits and pieces of the seasons from here on out (I watched all of season one and then my schedule was too crazy for TV - similar to now, actually, when I'm glad I don't have cable because I'm never home to watch it), and I'm sad I haven't seen these. Jousting! Sword fights! A biracial character talking about being biracial!

Good times.

Edited to Add

Oh. God.

specific spoilers for the end of episode two )
escritoireazul: (dirty dancing love)
I am running on approximately one hour of sleep (you know, it is amazing how often this happens since I've gone back to school. I certainly had no idea I could do so much on so little sleep. The other day, for example, I ended up staying up most of the night to edit this large paper with a friend of mine. Once it was done and packed to be sent off to the competition, there were only a couple hours until my flight left, and I ended up not being able to sleep, so I flew to another state, had an interview, and then drove four hours, all on the one hour of sleep I was able to get on the plane. Then I stayed up and was social for awhile, from dinner to hanging out to playing Rock Band), but it's okay, because this has turned into an incredibly fannish afternoon.

First, I put on Dirty Dancing while I made dinner (I have a night class, so dinner is kind of early these days) and I have this fanfic thought. Actually, two of them, one hot porny fun (this will likely never be written) and the other a deliciously angsty character study (this might get written).

Then I finally picked up and opened a package that has been down in the office for days now, and it contains The Long Way Home, that first season seven Buffy graphic novel and The Time Quartet by Madeleine L'Engle (of which I've only read A Wrinkle In Time, can you believe it?).

I've already read the graphic novel (since I opened the box, I mean) and I have a fic idea. Actually, two, one a deliciously angsty character study and the other hot porny fun (erm, are you seeing a trend with my ideas today?). I might actually have a third idea, too, now that I think about it.

I've been dying to start this BSC fic, though, a five things fic based around Dawn. It was originally going to be porny fun (as well as some delicious angst) but then I remembered they were, you know, thirteen, and not actually eighteen or older like they acted, so it will now just be sweet and deliciously angsty. (I hope.) (If I ever get to write it.)

I'm not doing much this weekend (though I need to get in touch with C. and see if she wants to get together this weekend, since I'll be in town and [I hope] not sick), so maybe I'll have time to write.

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